pissed off

i want to live in a world where a can do watever the shit i want
im EIGHTEEN.. and being treated like a kid is not very nice
i've never written a post so disgusted.. shows how i feel
my head is bursting with things to say but i have to shut them all inside
funnily enough its not the people who piss me off, its the situation and the way things are
someone once asked me that if u cud change one thing abt urself wat wud it be.. blah blah blah..
i've always answered with nothing
still stands true, but i would LOOOVE to change a lot of things around me, believe me a lot
i just dont believe that patience is a virtue anymore
maybe it is my fault that things aren't going right
but if i could just make my own mistakes, i would be fine
the "interference" is what is bothering me
i know writing all this down doesnt help
but i just wanted to..
for the last time, please.. let me be...